A Virus & A Thought
I'm still recovering from a flu bug which sorta activated itself yesterday. I didn't go to classes yesterday, and I was pretty much feeling like crap the whole entire day. I guess the flu bug didn't want me to get healthy on him (..it, or whatever), so the virus threw in a couple of suprise bonus ailments just in case - a confusing headache and a mighty sore throat to be exact.
But do not fret folks! For I am recovering fast! *jeng jeng*
In another mind frame, for everyone's general information I was feeling pretty bummed, jaded, and stressed out ever since the second half of last semester. A few assignments and a side project in college made me rethink (and in some cases, confirmed) everything I knew , felt, learnt, expected in life, people, and basically the world. I got so jaded at everything at one point that I just didn't believe in anything anymore. Everything I saw seemed fake, and meaningless. I thought maybe this is what happens when you take Mass Comm too seriously... or maybe my perception of the world and how it works has been twisted because you know that 99% of everything you see, hear, and touch now has been tainted by man, therefore not natural. Every rule you follow and everything you do is made by man. I mean, think about it.
Why are most of us consciously and subconciously doing what others think we should do? How can I tell people to wake up and do things differently? No, you don't have to marry and have kids to have a "complete" life, and no, you don't have to have a God to be a good person! It's things like these.
I wish I could just click on 'Old Ideologies' and send it to 'Trash'!
Another thing so irritating about this world is how annoying, intrusive, and twisted the media can be. I don't know, it's just so annoying to see some TV personalities smile and all because you know it is fake. It's pretty hard to come across some sincere smiles nowadays in the media. It's so sad to even note that even in charity events sponsors and even celebrity endorsers give out fake smiles. Do any of you people as the public buy that?
I long to see some sincerity and honesty in the media.
I am the type of person who believes in reincarnation, and the story of the soul in search of The Ultimate Knowledge. I, for one, think I have a bloody old soul, dammit! I hope my jaded-ness means that I'm close to finding whatever knowledge I have to in this lifetime. If you read right, yeah, I am ready to die. HEY before you come to any conclusions, NO, I am NOT thinking of commiting suicide, or anything as dumb as that! Alright? Am I clear on that?
Well, without allowing this to be a long winded blog, I'll continue the debate with anyone who'd post a comment :)
But do not fret folks! For I am recovering fast! *jeng jeng*
In another mind frame, for everyone's general information I was feeling pretty bummed, jaded, and stressed out ever since the second half of last semester. A few assignments and a side project in college made me rethink (and in some cases, confirmed) everything I knew , felt, learnt, expected in life, people, and basically the world. I got so jaded at everything at one point that I just didn't believe in anything anymore. Everything I saw seemed fake, and meaningless. I thought maybe this is what happens when you take Mass Comm too seriously... or maybe my perception of the world and how it works has been twisted because you know that 99% of everything you see, hear, and touch now has been tainted by man, therefore not natural. Every rule you follow and everything you do is made by man. I mean, think about it.
Why are most of us consciously and subconciously doing what others think we should do? How can I tell people to wake up and do things differently? No, you don't have to marry and have kids to have a "complete" life, and no, you don't have to have a God to be a good person! It's things like these.
I wish I could just click on 'Old Ideologies' and send it to 'Trash'!
Another thing so irritating about this world is how annoying, intrusive, and twisted the media can be. I don't know, it's just so annoying to see some TV personalities smile and all because you know it is fake. It's pretty hard to come across some sincere smiles nowadays in the media. It's so sad to even note that even in charity events sponsors and even celebrity endorsers give out fake smiles. Do any of you people as the public buy that?
I long to see some sincerity and honesty in the media.
I am the type of person who believes in reincarnation, and the story of the soul in search of The Ultimate Knowledge. I, for one, think I have a bloody old soul, dammit! I hope my jaded-ness means that I'm close to finding whatever knowledge I have to in this lifetime. If you read right, yeah, I am ready to die. HEY before you come to any conclusions, NO, I am NOT thinking of commiting suicide, or anything as dumb as that! Alright? Am I clear on that?
Well, without allowing this to be a long winded blog, I'll continue the debate with anyone who'd post a comment :)
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